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My early teen years left me with great grief and heartache which led to suicidal thoughts and attempts.Every day at school I would be randomly attacked by fellow students over my looks my clothes the way I talked walked and did schoolwork.I was called a bitch countless times,and retarded even more.They would break into my locker to steal and leave trash.They would kick me leaving bruises.They would trip me,throw things at me tell the teacher I was doing something wrong when I wasn't so i'd get in trouble belittle my efforts in group studies take credit for all my work punch me and threw a baseball at my face.If I ever talked about my feelings or personal life they would say I am being a bitch for attention.I had my hair pulled and cut in class once.I was told to kill myself,that I would be better off dead.When I wrote poetry for English Lit class they would sneer at my attempts at being dark.When in reality that was how I truly felt.My short stories got the same,my art I did during class breaks would get stolen laughed at then torn apart.I was locked in a closet,and sexually harassed.My life sucked.I would of killed myself if not for my parents and people telling me it would get better.One day I would laugh at all of this.Well I am not laughing nor is it better.My life is still horrible.I still hate myself.For when you are told you are worthless enough times,you end up believing it yourself.After all why would so many tell you that if it were not true?Do not mistake this as a suicide note for I no longer wish to die.I would be dead,and the world would still be a cruel heartless place.I am merely letting all know why I am here,why I am lonely,and to know bullying is wrong.It is an epidemic that must be stopped.Our teen years define who we are,if too many things go wrong,our lives may go wrong as well.We will go down dark paths and destroy other lives.We will become outcasts,losers and hated.

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AbsintheandBlood
08:05 Sep 29 2017

1-800-SUICIDE
(1-800-784-2433)
or
1-800-273-TALK
(1-800-273-8255)

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